A battle against mental illness. One day at a time.
Since being diagnosed, I've lost my fair share of friends. Some people just didn't understand what I was going through or they didn't want to take the time to understand what I was going through. I wish I could say that it didn't bother me but it hurts when someone you thought you could count... Continue Reading →
Anxiety happens whenever the heck it wants to. I find myself trying to explain this more often than not. Some people think that it's possible to "schedule" when anxiety effects you. If this was an option, I'd never ever give it a time slot in my life, or the life of anyone for that matter.... Continue Reading →
A few years ago, I worked for a lady who owned her own business. We worked really well together and I could be upfront about my anxiety with no fear of being judged. Her commute to work was longer than mine, so there were days I'd be the first one in. She'd come in and... Continue Reading →
Both of my parents have been supportive and loving my entire life. And since I've started my blog they are constantly telling people about it and sharing it on social media. I cannot thank them enough for the love they have shown me over the years. My Dad shared my blog and had two conversations... Continue Reading →
I had a rough morning, filled with tears and selfdoubt. I had a case of the Monday blahs. It was like I had to work twice as hard as I normally would and time was flying by. I cried at my desk at work today, but I shook it off and kept working. Knowing I... Continue Reading →
Sundays have always been tough for me. Especially Sunday nights...I find myself thinking about all the things I have to accomplish in the week ahead. I have learned through my CBT to be extra gentle with myself on Sundays. I let myself feel whatever I may be feeling and don't over analyze any of it. I... Continue Reading →
I've always been an emotional person and I wear my heart on my sleeve. Today was not a good day. I tossed and turned most of the night and didn't really get any sleep. I had good moments today but because I didn't sleep my anxiety was really high. Ugh anxiety. I've been stuck in... Continue Reading →
I'm sitting here listening to Darius Rucker's song, titled "If I told you". If you haven't listened to it, I suggest you do. The first time I heard it, it immediately became a favourite of mine. I love the lyrics and the way they speak to me. I've lost my faith so many times...depression and... Continue Reading →
Darling, I'm sorry you're feeling the way you are. I'm sorry that anxiety has become a constant in your life. I'm sorry that you're so tired and all you want is some sleep. I'm sorry this is all so confusing. I'm sorry life isn't what it used to be. I'm sorry you feel like your... Continue Reading →
Anxiety has been such a constant in my life and has impacted me in countless ways. I've missed events and special moments in the lives of those I love. I've cried in the corner because it all became too much. Having said that, I really like to look at all the positives my anxiety has... Continue Reading →
Conquering Mind Madness 
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