I've been asked many times over the years about an individual wanting to check in on how someone is doing and they aren't sure what to say. They don't want to say the wrong thing, but don't know what the right thing to say is either. My answer is still the same, it doesn't have... Continue Reading →
Fighting for myself
I cried a lot today. I was overwhelmed and anxious. I felt my world shrinking around me. Even though my anxiety told me I couldn't get through the day. I did. I eventually stopped crying. Pulled myself together and kept going. I sat there and looked at how far I've come. And that right there,... Continue Reading →
Nonstop Talk
Both of my parents have been supportive and loving my entire life. And since I've started my blog they are constantly telling people about it and sharing it on social media. I cannot thank them enough for the love they have shown me over the years. My Dad shared my blog and had two conversations... Continue Reading →
I’m proud of myself today
I had a rough morning, filled with tears and selfdoubt. I had a case of the Monday blahs. It was like I had to work twice as hard as I normally would and time was flying by. I cried at my desk at work today, but I shook it off and kept working. Knowing I... Continue Reading →
Sunday thoughts…
Sundays have always been tough for me. Especially Sunday nights...I find myself thinking about all the things I have to accomplish in the week ahead. I have learned through my CBT to be extra gentle with myself on Sundays. I let myself feel whatever I may be feeling and don't over analyze any of it. I... Continue Reading →
Silent tears
I've always been an emotional person and I wear my heart on my sleeve. Today was not a good day. I tossed and turned most of the night and didn't really get any sleep. I had good moments today but because I didn't sleep my anxiety was really high. Ugh anxiety. I've been stuck in... Continue Reading →
I use country music to cope
I'm sitting here listening to Darius Rucker's song, titled "If I told you". If you haven't listened to it, I suggest you do. The first time I heard it, it immediately became a favourite of mine. I love the lyrics and the way they speak to me. I've lost my faith so many times...depression and... Continue Reading →
A letter to my best friend
Darling, I'm sorry you're feeling the way you are. I'm sorry that anxiety has become a constant in your life. I'm sorry that you're so tired and all you want is some sleep. I'm sorry this is all so confusing. I'm sorry life isn't what it used to be. I'm sorry you feel like your... Continue Reading →