5 days of no dog. 

The special needs hockey team I help coach is playing in a tournament, we leave tomorrow and will be gone for 5 days. I'm so excited because we travel as a team and we get some time outside of the rink to bond. We get to spend Christmas break participating in Canada's favourite pastime. I... Continue Reading →

Remember this 

Today, I conquered. I excelled and I'm damn proud of myself. So I want you to remember this...no matter how many times someone tells you that you aren't good enough...no matter how much your illness makes you feel worthless...no matter how debilitating your mental illness can be...I believe in you. I've been at the bottom... Continue Reading →

The battle I won 

Life can get so busy. I worked 10 hours today... between my full time job and my part time job. Some may say that 10 hours isn't a lot ... that it could have been a lot more. They're right, it could have been.  I spend 8 hours at a desk and on the computer.... Continue Reading →

Things to say

I've been asked many times over the years about an individual wanting to check in on how someone is doing and they aren't sure what to say. They don't want to say the wrong thing, but don't know what the right thing to say is either. My answer is still the same, it doesn't have... Continue Reading →

Nonstop Talk

Both of my parents have been supportive and loving my entire life. And since I've started my blog they are constantly telling people about it and sharing it on social media. I cannot thank them enough for the love they have shown me over the years. My Dad shared my blog and had two conversations... Continue Reading →

Sunday thoughts…

Sundays have always been tough for me. Especially Sunday nights...I find myself thinking about all the things I have to accomplish in the week ahead. I have learned through my CBT to be extra gentle with myself on Sundays. I let myself feel whatever I may be feeling and don't over analyze any of it. I... Continue Reading →

Silent tears

I've always been an emotional person and I wear my heart on my sleeve. Today was not a good day. I tossed and turned most of the night and didn't really get any sleep. I had good moments today but because I didn't sleep my anxiety was really high. Ugh anxiety. I've been stuck in... Continue Reading →

I use country music to cope

I'm sitting here listening to Darius Rucker's song, titled "If I told you". If you haven't listened to it, I suggest you do. The first time I heard it, it immediately became a favourite of mine. I love the lyrics and the way they speak to me. I've lost my faith so many times...depression and... Continue Reading →

A letter to my best friend

Darling, I'm sorry you're feeling the way you are. I'm sorry that anxiety has become a constant in your life. I'm sorry that you're so tired and all you want is some sleep. I'm sorry this is all so confusing. I'm sorry life isn't what it used to be. I'm sorry you feel like your... Continue Reading →

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